STORY:
He was right. Not about her leaving, of course. But about the prowler being
a crappy little ship. She briefly debated whether she could make it to her
destination with the compulsor unit already giving her problems, but
decided she couldn’t risk it. She’d have to turn back. It was just logic,
but she was honest enough with herself to admit that she wouldn’t mind
proving Crichton wrong too. He had said if she told him goodbye they would
never see each other again. He’d have to eat those words. Whatever that
meant. And the part she needed would have to come from Crichton’s module,
which would mean he couldn’t follow her even if he was tempted to, until he
replaced the part. "That would be the icing on the cake, " she thought. She
briefly wondered why so many of Crichton’s Earth sayings had to do with
food.
As she swung the prowler around she found herself remembering the last time
the compulsor unit had failed in her prowler. She was just pulling it out
of his ship when Crichton had come running up.
"What’re you doing?"
"M’Prowler needs one of those Moya compulsor units."
"From my module? I don’t think so."
"Well, it’s a matter of priorities, Crichton. You know which ship is more
important."
"Yes, I know which one is more important to you."
"The one that can actually get us out of trouble if we come under attack."
"I know someone who will soon be under attack if they don’t . . ." Crichton
had begun, and Pilot had interrupted them just at that moment to tell them
Moya had picked up something on her sensor, and Crichton had quickly told
her, "You were right. Put it in."
And those thoughts immediately brought back all that had happened on Moya
that day. Crichton had been enveloped by that glowing green glob and had
been spit out of it, cold and shaking. And then the others had followed -
the primitive one that Chiana had tried to protect, and the one who was
supposedly a more advanced human. Her lips curled up involuntarily as she
remembered where this creature had been seriously lacking. Only Crichton
could come into the Uncharted Territories and be tripled, and then doubled.
She frowned suddenly as that thought reminded her of her loss. She
shouldn’t go back. They would have to say goodbye all over again. But what
choice did she have? She was already headed back and the risk really was
too great. She doggedly continued on, her thoughts still centered on
Crichton. He had been a marked man from the beginning. First, because he
had accidentally sent Crais’ brother to his death, and then because the
Ancients had put the wormhole information in his mind. And then he had
managed to fall into the hands of the one person in the UT who wanted that
information more than anything else. On top of that, he had ended up with
the clone of his enemy in his mind even after Scorpius’ chip had been
removed by the Diagnosan on the Ice Planet.
The clone.
She had never told Crichton about the clone. His clone. She hadn’t told him
that her John had been able to get rid of the clone. And she hadn’t told
him how dangerous the clone could be. She at least owed him that.
She didn’t have to debate with herself anymore. She had to go back.